I DIED LAST NIGHT

I just had a dream that I was dead

My entire life, that I have been living in our reality, and the life I had in my dream, was still my real life, only in dream form, it was all one. Each part coalesced to form my life.

I was living life in its entirety, from beginning to end, and a lot of you were in it.

There were times where I was seeing multiples of my family members. Where in one area I would see one part of my friends or family & I would see them at the same time in other areas. Copies of them, floating through my memories and timelines and appearing in other peoples lives as well. There were times I was participating in the lives of strangers that lived in the home I lived in.

All these memories were similar to visions. In that I would see other spirits passing by from time to time that would connect with me, and I would help them find their peace by helping them reach their highest version of themself. It was a way of feeling love and exuding love and through this lifetime I was able to bring people peace in their lives, by having made peace with the life I lived. It's all a bit of a blur because my concious can't fully explain what I just experienced it's beyond my comprehension for words.

It's as though the world we are living in presently the earth we call home, is a place for all spirits to learn to love themselves in order to move to a higher dimension. When we see ghosts those are the real people. Not spirits. We get glimpses of them.

At the very end of my “dream“ I was jumping up and down attempting to get my families attention, & my sister noticed, she reached out to me, and I took her hand in mine. We walked outside cause I could see my brother and dad in 2 memories at the same time only I didn't know they were memories, and as we walked towards them hand in hand I asked her. Adeliz, am I dead? And we looked at each other & she said, with a look of dread on her face, trying to be as understanding as possible.

Yes. Yes you are. My first question was, is Aphrodite real? did I know her in my real life. She said no, you didn't know her before, she appeared recently. We don't know her, who she is, or where she is from, but you speak of her often...& then I woke up…

I don't know if I'm dead or alive, that's not the point, this was a lucid dream, I was walking through these memories. These memories of my present life, future life... it's all hard to explain, time is nonexistent to me.... Im not sure how old I was, I felt young, and did not look any different than I do now. The peace I felt and the way I was living. It's how I have been living. I don't know if we're released from this realm of space, by the way we live our life, but my purpose has been revealed to me.

Whether this is our true form, and our true dimension, is irrelevant, we are energy conscious beings.

It does not matter. I understand that I am living the way I am supposed to. I am in tears as I write this, cause I feel I may be "dead," for lack of a better word, & all of you have helped me to reach a higher point in my life. A deeper understanding of what it means to be human, which is why people have come into my lives, yes LIVES, at different points. I was visited by people from my “past & future”, terms I use loosely, because I do not believe in time.

My body and mind are overwhelmed this morning, as I feel a love I have never felt before. I am living all my dreams out everyday, and it leads me to believe that this is our biggest dream, this place we call life on earth.

That it was all of us, all of our dreams to experience what it means to be human. To experience what it means to go from all the trials and tribulations, the highs and the lows, the broad range of feelings that a person goes through to find joy, peace, and happiness in their life. It appears that each and every one of us is working through this experience in life until we begin to let go.

Begin to let go of everything we are holding onto, carrying with us from the past, to find what is meant for us in the present. I lived my life in this dream, and then I lived moments I have yet to live. At the end my loved ones were there throughout and I thought it was my father that was dead, and I was going through his life at first, but it was in fact mine.

I'm not sure how to process what I am feeling. These emotions are overwhelming and it won't change my approach to life, but it certainly has changed my perspective.

This is not a race, we are all rushing to get from point A to point B and we forget to recognize that our souls, our spirits are really searching for nothing other than to feel whole.

We think we are in lack of something so we seek it out. We want to improve so much so we work so hard. Improve our life, productivity, way of being. Become faster & stronger. We forget to slow down, take the time to process and enjoy what we see in front of us. Life, is already a replay. We get Deja Vu, because we've been here before and lived this life, multiple times.

It's the same life, the same set of years.

Everyone is stuck in "their" time. Until they reach a higher state of being, and then their path changes. It's the the elevation of humanity.

We repeat the cycle over and over again, it's why we feel our loved ones reaching out to us. It is heaven here. You have to make it that way.

We are in actuality sentient souls of a higher consciousness that are so beyond our understanding. They, we, have no pain or sorrow, no happiness or joy, because they / we are in a state in which they can remain unphased by the outside world. No words are necessary.

Joaquin Gomez - Garcia