4:44pm

4:44Pm

I don’t ever want anyone to feel pressured to understand me, I’m not meant to be understood.  I don’t believe any of us are.

We all have a way of making sense of the world. Everything is clear in hindsight.

It’s inherent in our nature, but the truth of the matter is that, we don’t have to change our nature, we don’t even have to understand it. It all happens naturally, our environment shapes us, and our future is shaped by who we were years ago.

Our present experiences are a result of the choices we made in the past, and they limit us or define how we live. If you want to live differently, you need to be different than who you were before. That’s the thing though is I don’t really believe we have a choice. Some of us silence that inner voice.

We force ourselves to live a certain way, and inhibit our nature.

Don’t force it, don’t force anything .

Start to experience the world in front of you for what it is, the good, the bad, and the ugly, because then you’ll be able to recognize true beauty and happiness when they arrive. They’re always on the way by the way.

For all of us, we are always headed towards something even more incredible than the day before, whether it’s a feeling that sits well or wrong with us, our feelings are tools to let us know we are on the right path, feeling good about what you’re doing and how you’re living, the decisions we are making is the key to understanding who we are and aim to be.

Sometimes we have dreams and goals that we don’t think are possible, as a buddy of mine create said. “Some people don’t have a will, cause they don’t see a way”

To me we are all blind. We all are not meant to know the way, the path is illuminated after we turn on the lights. When we live our day to day, that’s how we turn on our light. I want to walk in the light.

Whether anyone understands how I’m living is not up to me. I’m not even meant to understand, I just know I am meant for something greater than me, and the way I’m living is a reflection of that. It’s my story, my life, my path, to live and walk. Yours is yours, I just hope that you feel great about how you’re loving, living, and that at the end of the day you have peace, knowing you lived it exactly as you wanted. Don’t ever feel forced into a life, trapped in by a lifestyle, it can change at anytime, you’re human; adaptable, with the ability to not only survive, but thrive.